Hitting the airwaves

After every storm a rainbow appears and it's a fuck-in bright rainbow. I have been in past relationships that will not be described here, but I've said my goodbyes and paid my respects... But now I feel like I have to express what I'm feeling NOW.

Being among the crowd in a concert full of emotion, life, and passion... I felt so ALIVE. Watching the band, feeling the music, and being in his arms seemed to feel so RIGHT. Have you ever felt like you were suppose to be at a particular place, at a particular time, with that particular person? Have you ever felt so attuned with the world that the only thing you'll feel is that moment you are in and everything else just disappears? Have you ever felt so at peace that you ponder on how you lived life before all of this... all of the love and serenity? I have. At that moment I knew that I was suppose to be there, to be listening to music's expression about life. Our love! It was incredible! It was so powerful that I think everyone felt it.

I was busting with too much emotion that night that I think it tired me out because I wanted to type all of this then, but when I got home at 2pm I just fell on my bed. I don't know how else to describe what I was feeling and I know this did not do justice to it. Damn it! I should have stayed awake...

Badly hit

I have been sick over the last few days. It hits me badly. So far, I have not skip work before because I am not feeling well. But I did this time. On Tuesday, I stay at home the whole day, sleeping most of the time. I started to feel unwell on Monday evening. After dinner, I have a strange feeling on my stomach. The pain is not like any other normal pain. I am not sure how to describe it and I am not sure what to do with it. Then, the feeling of nausea hits. Then I start throwing up. :( On Monday night, I spend half of my time throwing up. :( It was bad. I can't sleep properly and my stomach just hurts like crazy! I told myself that I am not going to work the next day. Everytime I told myself this, it wouldn't work. I will wake up the next day and go to work.

The next morning, I woke up late and I am still feeling bad. I decided to stay at home to rest.
I slept most of the time that day, watch tv and listen to radio as well. In the evening, I went for a walk.
On Wednesday, I went back to work. I didn't work for a long time. I felt tired, so I left after my boardwork. Today, I am feeling better and I hope I can start jumping up and down. Well, I have not done that yet because it's still early in the morning and I tried to get a few things done.