HOUSE OF MARS


Thursday, January 3, 2008

Should I be happy...

Have you ever felt stupid because of someone? And because of what you feel for that person? I used to think that being in love is a wonderful feeling and that being with someone is just like heaven. It feels good knowing that somehow someone loves you back in return. In the start of your relationship, everything seems to fit perfectly well for the both of you. You hardly notice each other's flaws. But then, in a span of time, you get to ask yourself if that person still sees your worth... Isn't it heart-breaking? Isn't it hurting knowing that you're with someone yet it feels like just as the same as you have no one. It's so stupid.
Sometimes, I think that I'd rather be alone. I could be happy with just friends around like I used to be. What's the use of being with that person when you can't be happy afterall? All I got are just heartaches and high hopes of what our relationship would be. I only got doubts and questions inside instead of being thankful, parang may kulang, I just dont know what, I mean I just cant explain what.. I guess I'm just expecting for something... People aren't all the same though...

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