Through the crisis

after the so-called crisis, am recovering now. some messages from my inbox during the 'storm'..pai: "it's easy to get something by means of hard working.. but it does no necessarily mean that you'll find happiness on it."

bom: "to walk is what i always do, i prefer not to look back to people who's no longer walking with me.."

ole: "jealousy is an emotional disease, get well soon!"

nix: "if loyalty is a product of honesty, then why do others lie?"

cuz: "that person helped me forget my sad story and yet, that person also started another one.."

rr: "you broke my world, but you made me stronger!"

bird: "if you need me, i need someone too. and am sorry.. it's not you!"

andi: "you can not hurt someone who feels nothing special to you.. you can not be hurt by someone unless that person is somewhat special for you.."

ms.joey: "it's the silence that tells it all. sometimes it's not about the yelling and the tears. all it takes is for 2 people to sit beside each other and feel that something is wrong, that what was there before isn't there anymore. that they're miserable when they're apart but they're worse when they're together. and that there are only 2 options left.. either they sit still and ignore the pain or one of them gathers enough courage to stand up and walk away.."

cathy: "self-respect."

junelle: "strong walls will shake but will never collapse."

lee: "when you go out of the real world, make sure someone is holding your hand."

bro: "the more things change, the more they stay the same. and sometimes change is good."

anonymous: "i'd rather love someone who can hurt me but will heal the pain than someone who can heal the pain but will hurt me."

b: "you can not hold it too long because if you do, you won't make it out alive."

ainee: "why am i here?"

joni: "find. replace. forget. accept."

myself: "to run after the person who left them or wait til they come back?"