My last piece

When I was in first year High School, I got to know Alritz through Power 93 (it's a Pop Station).
I was an avid listener and he was a new disc jock then. I would requests songs like KC and Jojo "All my Life" and he would play it. I visited the station one Sunday afternoon before going to Service and I was horrified to finally see the face behind the voice. I wish he would remain mystery man to me. Since then, we remained friends from Mystery Man to Chris Rock to Iceman.

Pikoy, God knows how much we've been through...remember Verdebarr? (hungarian sausage), rubbing elbows with local/national artist, remember the halloween were your truck stalled along Damosa Highway and I together with Master Yoda pushed that darn thing up to Damosa Gateway. What about the time when in the middle of our Fung Shui discussion when the lights in the station suddenly went off and well you know what you did. What about the scene at Autoshop, when I tried to push you for lecturing me on misbehaving and unfortunately somebody else fell on the floor. I have witnessed Bating and your love story and now that you are leaving Davao to be with her.

All those memories and a lot more will truly be cherished.
I thank you for being a true friend and an adopted brother to your family. I may not following everything that you told me, but nevertheless, your advices are appreciated...

Till we meet again.

Buzzin' out

I

I want to love freely,
I want to be at peace with myself, with people around me, with basically everything and everyone within my reach.
I want to free myself from any form of camouflaging of emotions, ideas, thoughts.

In a world were there is love, peace, and freedom. In this cruel, real world we live in, there is love, peace, and freedom only when we consciously ordain ourselves to those pillars that make this world more livable, exciting, colorful, happy, fun, and warm for everyone.

a letter for you

I hate myself because of the stupid feeling but I just can't help it. I'm crazy, weird, maybe liberated and impulsive but what else can i do, I'm just simply a hopelessly romantic person.

I just can't believe it... Grabe against all odds masyado but still I'm willing pa rin to fight for what I feel and let the world know how willing am I to die for it, but mahirap pala talaga if the feeling is not mutual.

"Now, I'm almost over you..."

Eventhough, I really tried my very best to forget you but I just can't deny the mere fact that I'm still in love with you. God knows how hard and how painful it is for me. Even if I've been doing a lot of things just to forget you and learn how to enjoy my life being into diversions but it's still you that I've been thinking of. I guess your the reason why I still decided to go on with my life. I've been through self-denial telling myself that I don't love you anymore but I guess it's just me hurting inside.

Maybe the reason that I can't forget you is because I'm not ready yet to let you go even if we're not together. Eventhough I really tried to move on but it's just so hard for me to do so. I'm afraid that I can't live without you now that you're not mine.

I am hurt...

You know how overwhelmed I am with the pains in my life. The world is so unfair to me. Everything in it is unfair to me. I am hurting inside out. I am on the brink of giving up. I long to simply throw up my hands and quit.

You were also hurt. You suffered inwardly and no one noticed. You cried tears of sadness, no one was aware. You have wept with Your hurt also as you struggled to save the world and You were misunderstood.

I feel that the hurt is so deep. I feel that the hurt is overpowering me. I feel that the hurt is about to defeat me. There is a deep valley of desolation in me. The dark tunnel is too long. Please give me strength. I don't like to give up yet. Show me where to go, show me what to do, guide me please. Be my companion.

I renew my belief in your loving power and strength. I believe that even if I am in difficulty, from the left and from the right, from top to bottom, I will never be hopeless or conquered. I know that even if there were no answers to my problems, I do not have to give up. I feel I am being persecuted but I know that I will never be alone. You are with me. I may feel that I been knocked down but I know they will never destroy me. You are with me always, wherever I may be. I can draw strength and courage from your sufferings...Lord.

Too Late

Farewells and goodbyes always bring about certain amount of pain and hurt. It is a sad reality of our lives...We realize the impact of our friends, loved ones and significant others, only when they are about to depart from us. We realize the influence they have had on us, only when thet're about to die, or when they're about to leave us and are saying goodbye. It is sad reality that we appreciate people only when they're gone.
I made a promise, to express my love and appreciation for one another-not only during farewells and goodbyes-but everyday. I should grab the moment of our lives as an opportunity to express one's love.
Farewells and goodbyes are not only times to show or love for people we have taken for granted.

8-17

Have you ever been in a situation where you want the ground to open up and just swallow you raw...erasing you from the face of the earth? That is how i feel. I just could not reconcile how, in heaven's name did I get in the situation where i am now! Sad thing is, I don't feel any regrets for my decisions as they have made me or rather, who I am becoming...It is just so unfortunate that I have to find myself in a predicament were complication could not yet any worse between me and the people that are most dear to me.

I wish I could tell...so you would understand.

But there are some things that are left unsaid, not necessarily forgotten, but remain unspoken.

PS: I wish I could runaway...to elope with the sanity that is left of me. But, until then, I shall keep my cool and composure as long as I can. There is no escaping this...none yet.

Ten Commandments

AIR PERSONALITY'S TEN COMMANDMENTS

I. THOU SHALT ANSWER THY REQUEST LINE

II. THOU SHALT MAKE IT CLEAR TO EVERYONE THAT THY STUDIO IS NOT FOR SOCIALIZING

III. THOU SHALT READ A DAILY NEWSPAPER TO KEEP INFORMED ON WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THY COMMUNITY AND IN THY WORLD

IV. THOU SHALT MAKE AN EFFORT TO ESTABLISH RAPPORT WITH THY CO-WORKERS

V. THOU SHALT THINK ABOUT THY CAREER

VI. THOU SHALT MEET THY PUBLIC WHENEVER POSSIBLE

VII. THOU SHALT WORK THY TAIL OFF TO DO THE BEST JOB POSSIBLE

VIII. THOU SHALT TREAT PEOPLE THE WAY THOU WOULDST LIKE TO BE TREATED

IX. THOU SHALT BE PREPARED FOR THE WORST

X. THOU SHALT NEVER BE SATISFIED WITH THY SHOW

The Right Choice

Everyday, we are faced with numerous decisions and choices.And try as we may, we often don't choose the things that we know is "good for us". Part of this related to the fact that the "right choice" is often the difficult one to the fact that involves some sacrifice. One day, I couldn't help but to cry. I'm in the stage of discernment...related to family, career life and my responsibility in our organization. Apol say's "Ikaw Marv's, will you choose water over wine?" I reflected and realized that there are no easy solutions to avoiding these realities. Fortunately, we have a place to begin. If we approach our choices in life keeping these in mind, it is easier to give up the things that are ultimately harmful to us. I wish that everyting will turn out find. Not to the extent that I'll be hurting others feelings or my own.

Buzzin' out!

It's been a privilege and pleasure working with Killer Bee family. I have been working and serving for the company since I was in high school and I can truly say that there was never a dull moment spent here at the beehive. I have learned a lot from all of you, from my colleagues, from our clients and listeners. I am forever indebted to all of you and my memories from the moment I started as a listener, then as a campus patroller up to the moment I've done my last board work as "the martian" I will cherish forever.
With this, comes my sincerest appreciation because Killerbee 89.1 gave me a wonderful career and experience...and more!
Thanks for the memories!
Special Thanks...to my mentor George Booke, to Peter Cross, Sir Jik, Ate Mary, to all the technicians (special mention Kuya Nixon), To our PD "The Main Man" Joe Fisher, Dadi Rod, Billy Kiane, Chuck Mauri, Gabee, Ainee to my buddy Iceman and to all the Campus Patroller (Junior Beez) and to those unmentioned names, you know who you are! Thank you! I'll see you again!

Buzzin' out!

happy monthsary

Day after day i go into the wild,not knowing what lies ahead and what may come forth... I always have this fear of not finding what i'm looking for and what i deserve in life......but life is not always cruel, life can also be very sweet, fun and full of colors.......and this very special person brought rainbow down right at my doorstep,i cant thank you enough for making my life so colorful ...I love you bhe.

Happy Monthsary!

for you

June 10, 2007...

Was the day that i saw the most beautiful smile in the world...
When you stormed the door, glanced at me and smiled...
All of a sudden the universe was in order,the planets aligned and the stars lined up as if everything is extremely perfect...
I finally felt what's it like to be lost in space,i will never trade that moment for anything in this world...
It's the moment that you appreciate every living creature in this world,the grass that grows on dirt,the blue sky that protects us from the sun,the brids chirpping on the tree and a beautiful butterfly that just came out from a cocoon...
they all had meaning...

I had meaning...
your complete package (head to toe, inside-out) who made me fall in love...

Thanks for being YOU bhe. Thanks for Rockin' my world!

Nostalgic Moments

NUNG IKAW AY BATA PA...NAGAWA MO BA 'TO?

*kumakain ka ba ng mansanitas?

*nagpipitpit ng gumamela para gawing soapy bubbles na hihipan mo sa binilog na tanggkay ng walis tingting?

*pinipilit ka ba matulog ng nanay mo pag hapon at di ka papayagan maglaro pag di ka natulog?
*marunong ka magpatintero, PS PS I LOVE YOU,lupa-langit, bulan-bulanay (ayo naa moy kalayo?), tig-so?
*malupit ka pag meron kang family computer or brick game?

*alam mo ang silbi ng up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, a, b, a, b, start?

*may mga damit ka na Giordano classic, may sapatos ka na boots nung grade school,tretorn na may check sa gilid , Esprit?

*addict ka sa power ranger,teenage mutant ninja turtle, voltes v, ultraman, daimos,sailor moon, he-man at marami pang cartoons na hindi pa translated sa tagalog?

*nung high school ka inaabangan mo lagi beverly hills 90210, baywatch, ewoks?

*meron kang blouse na may padding kung babae ka at meron kang sapatos na mighty kid kung lalake ka?

*nangongolekta ka ng paper stationaries at mahilig ka magpa pirma sa slumbook mo para lang malaman mo kung sino ang crush ng type mo?

*idol mo si McGyver at nanonood kang Perfect Strangers?

*eto malupet... five digits lang ba ang phone number nyo dati?

*nakakatawag ka pa sa pay phone ng 3 bentesingko lang ang dala?

*cute pa si Aiza Seguerra sa Eat Bulaga at alam mo ang song na "eh kasi bata"?

*inabutan mo ba na ang Magnolia Chocolait eh nasa glass bottle pa na ginagawang lalagyan ng tubig ng nanay mo sa ref?

*meron kang pencil case na maraming compartments na pinagyayabang mo sa mga kaklase mo?
*noon mo pa hinahanap kung saan ang Goya Fun Factory?

*sosyal ka pag may play-doh ka at Lego... at nag-iipon ka ng G.I. Joe action figures at iba paang mukha ni barbie noon?

*inabutan mo pa yung singkong korteng bulaklak at yung diyes na square?

*meron kang kabisadong kanta ni Andrew E. na alam mo hanggang ngayon.. aminin?

*laging good morning towel ang sinasapin sa likod mo pag pinapawisan ka?

*bumibili ka ng tarzan, texas at bazooka bubble gum... tira-tira, at yung kending bilog na may singsing na nakalakip?

*takot ka dumating ang year 1999 dahil sabi nla magugunaw daw ang mundo?

KUNG ALAM MO LAHAT DITO LAGPAS KA NA NG 23 YEARS OLD... KAPAG HALOS LAHAT ALAM MO, NASA 23-35 KA...WAG KA NA MAG DENY.. TUMAWA KA NA LANG... DIBA 1 PESO PA LANG PAMASAHE SA JEEP NUN AT MAS MASARAP ANG MIRINDA ? HAHAHAHA

Top 10 Happy Relationship

1. Never both be angry at the same time.
2. Never yell at each other, unless the house is on fire.
3. If one of you has to win an argument, let it be your mate.
4. If you have to criticize, do it lovingly.
5. Never bring up mistakes of the past.
6. Neglect the whole world, rather than each other.
7. Never go to sleep with argument unsettled.
8. At least everyday try to say one kind or complimentary thing to your life's partner.
9. When you have done something wrong, be ready to admit it and ask for forgiveness.
10. It takes two to make a quarrel and the one who does, do the most talking .

Princess Hours Story

Once upon a time,
There lived a king. The King had a
beautiful daughter, the Princess.


But the kingdom was a sad place.
There was no laughter, and no joy.
The problem was, that
everything the Princess touched would melt.
No matter what, metal, wood,
plastic .. .. anything she touched would melt!!



Because of this, men were afraid of her.
Nobody would dare marry her.
The king despaired.
What could he do to help his
beautiful daughter?
He consulted his wizards and magicians.


One wizard told the king, "If your
daughter touches one thing that
does not melt in her hands, she
will be cured."


The King was overjoyed. The next
day, he held a competition. Any man
who could bring his daughter an
object that would not melt at her
touch, would marry her and inherit
the King's wealth.

Three young princes took up the challenge.


The first Prince brought a very hard
alloy of titanium.
When the Princess touched it, it
melted. The Prince went away sadly.

The second Prince brought a huge
diamond, thinking that diamond is
the hardest substance in the world
and will not melt.


But, alas, once the Princess touched
it, it melted. He too went away disappointed.

The third Prince approached. He
told the Princess, "Put your hand
in my pocket and feel what is in there."
The Princess did as she was told,
though she turned red.


She felt something hard. She held
it in her hand .. .. and it did not melt!!


The King was overjoyed!!
Everybody in the kingdom was
overjoyed!!

And the third Prince married the
Princess and the both lived
happily ever after.

The question is?!?!


What WAS the object in the Prince's pocket?!?!
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They were M&M's, of course.
THEY melt in your MOUTH,
NOT in your HAND!!

Peace!

horoscope

...4th of August is perhaps the worst pay day I've ever had. Long story made short is that all that I was supposed to have paid (via salary deduction) in the past months since July have been deducted in one big-bang-against my August pay. Anyway, moving on with life.
I check out my horoscope reading for 5th August via one of my oh-so-lovely Google gadgets.
Here it goes...

And the reading goes--All day, you will feel an insatiable need for 'more more more' of whatever you have right now. The extravagant side of your nature is clearly in control, and while it might get you in some financially uncomfortable situations, it is a natural extension of how happy you are in your life. Satisfaction isn't enough, though. You crave the excessive energy that comes from indulging in the things that make you happy, and you won't feel the slightest tinge of guilt.

They were the best...
and i look back at each of those days - including those days when my mind has lapsed to remember - with a smile. and sometimes with tears.
i'm at a crossroad. what was once clear is now hazy.
i want to choose.
but one doesn't have a choice when in limbo.
in limbo, one waits.
weird, i don't know what i'm waiting for.
a decision?
a choice?
a sign?
i don't know.
but what i know now is, counting my blessings, i've had the best 31 weeks and 6 days of my life.

House of Mars

i'm so happy today because for the longest time i have been wanting to start my own blog (blogspot.com) and at this moment, my wish came true.(hehehe) i hope i'll not disappoint my fans who will be reading my stories, gossips, and lies (kidding!!!). i'll anticipate the remarks and comments that my friends and my "so-called friends" (keep your friends close...your enemies closer) will be posting. i therefore conclude that everything in my life is something to look out for...Welcome to my house...House of MARS!